[The pain is really much to bear but he has had to close the door in the bathroom so he gets his peace of mind. However, when he heard Izuku's voice, he cringes a bit not wanting to let Izuku see the state he's in.]
It.. It's okay, Izuku. I'm fine. [He tries to suppress that pain he is in but his voice cracks and he tries to cover his mouth. Not now, Todoroki.]
You should go eat some breakfast or something. I'll be there in a bit. [He wants to throw up so badly right now but if he does, he knows Izuku's gonna hear it.]
[Izuku definitely hears that voice crack, and he watches the door, worried. But when Todoroki tells him to get breakfast, Izuku just gives a small sigh. He knows how Todoroki can be...]
Are you sure...? [A pause.] Just... let me know if you need anything, Shouto.
[He moves away from the door, but stares at it for a moment before heading towards the kitchen to start making breakfast. He gets out some eggs to scramble them, and gets out the bread and jam for toast. He busies himself with making the scrambled eggs, trying not to dwell on the state that Todoroki is in. However, that's hard for someone like Deku, so he starts to mumble about what could have happened. He begins to worry more now.
When he finishes cooking the eggs, he glances towards the bathroom door.]
[Um.. well Izuku is distracted, so he uses the time to try and quietly hurl up what he had been holding up on for those few minutes. It's a lot of.. well say unusually warm glop from last night's dinner.
Todoroki pinches his nose afterwards, thinking hard on what to do next. Well Izuku's always been a worrier but it's nothing new but he does his best to minimize that.]
It's fine, Izuku. Just had a momentary spell that's all. [He's hoping he doesn't ask any more questions. He counts his fingers... has it been two weeks since that time he eloped with Izuku? Maybe? He shakes his head, while still holding the door closed.]
Ah.. what's for breakfast? [He says it casually.. not like he can already smell it from here.] Must be good.
[It seems like Todoroki is alright now, which makes Izuku breathe a small sigh of relief. Hopefully it's only a momentary spell, like Todoroki said. He puts his hand on his chest, listening to Todoroki's voice.]
Eggs and toast! Should I wait to put your toast in the toaster until you're ready...?
[He tried to keep his voice cheerful, but there's still a hint of worry in it. He's staring at the door, now, waiting for it to open...
[Todoroki, knowing how Izuku is.. tries to keep a calm face. As Izuku slowly opens the door, he turns to him only to have to cover his mouth again.
He closes his eyes and nods his head as if he is okay.. or well tries to. He then takes another moment to turn away and at the toilet, holding onto the carpet near the bathroom floor before he continues back to Izuku.]
It's fine. I might have ate something bad. [If that's even considered a lie, because he's still uncertain himself.]
Ah.. school's tomorrow.. [He places a hand under his chin, closing his eyes once more, but in a calming manner.] I really don't wanna miss it...
[He still looks worried, though, he doesn't like seeing people like this.]
Oh, but, Shouto... If you're sick...
[But he trails off. He knows he'd feel the same way as Shouto, about school, so he can't really tell him to stay home.]
... Okay. I'll be there with you, anyway, so it should be fine.
[He smiles softly, taking Todoroki's hand in his own, then standing on his tiptoes to kiss the other boy on the cheek. When he pulls away, he laces his fingers with Todoroki's.]
If you aren't hungry, you don't have to eat. I'll make you something later.
[He felt the kiss as he burns a little from it. He feels a bit relieved, considering how close he was to Izuku. Almost as if his quirk activated at that moment.]
I'm uh.. thank you. [He grips his boyfriend's hand while keeping his mouth covered, he's so affectionate... he can't help but swell up at the thought.]
What about you, Izuku? Are you feeling fine? [He mutters, but then as he does so he almost can feel something hurling up again from inside him.
He knocks a hand to the wall, and places it there, straining himself again. Now is not the time though, Todoroki.]
[Todoroki grits his teeth as he sees the worried look of Izuku's face.
Fuck.
Fuck..
Fuck.
He's not in any condition to lie or to pretend. But he's winced if he finds out he is bearing.. well a child. Not because of his reputation with the school.. to anyone. But rather.. he didn't want his family to find out.
He knew his father knew about it, but to tell him is just.. its just not possible. It's a shame to him.
Todoroki sighs... but not before he closes his eyes again, getting tensions of needing to rest.. still conscious but able to fall at any moment.
He holds his fist to himself, his ice crowds around his fist, almost out of nowhere. His emotions are not of the most calm at this time.]
I need.. I need.. a doctor, Izuku. [Those words, blunt but it's not like he doesn't want to find out. He has this need to. His head looks down, panting.]
[Izuku watches Todoroki closely, holding him fast to keep him upright. He was growing more and more concerned about Todoroki, and the fact that his fist turned to ice doesn't help him at all. Izuku's eyes go wide.
So when Shouto tells him that he needs a doctor, he tenses up and starts flailing a bit, shaking Shouto as he does so. Which is probably a bad idea, but he's not in his right mind right now.]
Y-you really need a doctor, Shouto!? O-okay, we should get you to one. But, ah, how will we get there... I can call my mom to pick us up, I suppose... Shouto, will you be okay in a car?
[He stops shaking the other after that, but continues to mumble about how to get there.]
Yeah.. I...[He winces, clutching his iced hand around his abdomen area, as if he had suffered an injury.] I'm not fine.
[He immediately crotches down, panting as if he's in a desperate cry for help. He holds his other hand up and clutches onto his boyfriend as a signal that they should go immediately.]
I'm sorry, Izuku...[He collapses at that moment, laying on the ground. Curled up a bit, he bears the pain while still half conscious.]
[Shit, shit, shit. Izuku tightens his grip on Todoroki, but it doesn't help much when he collapses to the ground. He knows now just how serious this is.
So he does the first thing he can think of: he scoops Todoroki up and carries him out of the bathroom, into the living room. He panics a bit, wondering what the right thing to do would be... But when he looks at Todoroki again, he makes up his mind. He calls for an ambulance, hurriedly telling them that his roommate was in pain and needed to go to a hospital. They could tell he was panicking a bit, so they tried to calm him down while on the phone. Once he says he's fine and hangs up, he rushes outside still carrying the half-conscious Todoroki. He whispers all kinds of comforting things to him, mostly how everything will be alright soon.
A few minutes later, the ambulance pulls up close to them and Izuku helps the medics get Todoroki inside. They offer him a spot on one side of Todoroki and Izuku holds his hand and watches him as they ride to the hospital.
Soon after they got there, the medics wheel Todoroki into a room. When Izuku tells one of the medics he wants to stay with Shouto, he stares at him for a moment before agreeing, saying that he will let the doctor know.
Now he's sitting in a chair next to Todoroki's hospital bed, holding his hand again, and waiting for the doctor to come...]
[Though half conscious, he heard his lover's sweet words coming from his ear. Gentle and soft, much like a melody but with no song. As he's being picked up and carried, he could hear the frantic of Izuku panicking, but couldn't do much except cling to his shirt at that point.
When the ambulance took him to a room in the bed, he wakes up a bit dreary of what had just happened.]
Ah...a hospital. I remember being here before.
[What a time it was to be in it too, even. He remembers visiting his mother quite often after he confronted her again in years.
He covers his mouth again. Almost a gag, but he's holding it. One hand on his mouth and the other now clutching to the sheets he's covered in. Is a doctor in yet? Would Izuku need to be here at this moment? He's swirling around thinking of these things on top of his condition, he's not sure what he'd do.]
[He breathes a small sigh of relief when Todoroki speaks, watching him a bit.]
I-I didn't know what else to do, so...
[He trails off, watching his boyfriend closely. Worry crosses his face when Todoroki covers his mouth again.]
Ah, do you need anything--?
[But just as he was about to say something, the doctor walked in, introducing herself to the two of them. Izuku nodded to her and introduced himself, then looked towards Todoroki.]
Should I s-stay, Shouto? Or do you want me to wait in the waiting room?
[He gives the other a weak smile, but tries to assure him that either way would be alright.]
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[Todoroki nods in turn, able to control his vomitting for now.]
Don't worry about it, Izuku. [He says in a gentle manner. Again, whether or not his guessing of what his condition could be it's best that Izuku know sooner rather than later. He looks at the doctor and asks her the procedures for something in whisper, making sure Izuku doesn't hear out loud. He then nods, and has the doctor take a needle for a blood test.
Thankfully he's very calm when it comes to these shots so it's nothing new.. he allows the opening of his elbow, allowing the nurse to pad the elbow with some kind of liquid. The doctor then injects the shot for a few seconds just for his blood.
As soon as that was done, he rests his head back and the doctor walks out of the room momentarily.]
[He nods, sitting back in his seat again, watching the doctor and Todoroki. He takes Todoroki's free hand in his own as he watches Todoroki's blood being drawn. When that was done, he squeezes the hand he's holding.]
Are you okay, Shouto...?
[He's still a bit worried, so he watches his boyfriend carefully, but he doesn't want to pry too much. He just hopes they'll be able to help Todoroki with his pain.]
[Todoroki grips onto Izuku's hand to not startle him too much. He's not in any serious physical pain now, just more feeling queasy now. As the doctor comes back though..... she nods at the half toned man...and he sits up with his other free hand clutching to the bedsheets.]
I'm..I'm fine, Izuku. [Saying as if in distress.] Doctor, please show Izuku the results..
[The doctor then the paper to Izuku.. and leaves the room. Todoroki turns away in a slight flush then.]
[Izuku nods again and takes the paper from the doctor, reading it carefully. As he reads, his face goes red. He hadn't even thought about this possibility...
The results say that Todoroki is pregnant.
Izuku just stares at the word for a moment before giving the paper to Todoroki and hiding his face in his hands. When he speaks, it's muffled.]
You-- You're... We... I--
[Is about all he can say before he takes his hands away from his face and moves to throw his arms around Todoroki, both of them sitting there in an awkward hug. He's crying silently, but also smiling a bit. He buries his face in Todoroki's shoulder.]
[Todoroki was quite surprised at Izuku's reaction.. he'd expect more a worry but having him being hugged and crying on his shoulder kind of cheered him up himself. He has no idea why. He was still afraid of the possibilities and complications of bringing another life into this world but.. for the moment he couldn't help but tear a bit himself now.]
Having a child. I just didn't think about it, or was but dismissed it until we could get to an infrimary. I didn't want to shock you either.
[The half tone haired man places his hand on Izuku's head, petting it down as he cries.]
[Of course, Izuku's also worried, but a sense of pride, joy, and love fills his chest more than that. He clings to Todoroki for a while, just letting him pet his hair. Finally, he nods, smiles, and looks up at his boyfriend.]
Yes... I'm okay with it. I've always wanted a family... And to have one with you, I'd be so happy, Shouto.
[Tears well up in his eyes again, and he allows himself to cry... but they're tears of joy, as his grin widens even more. After a moment, he wipes away his tears and studies Todoroki, placing both hands on his.]
[Todoroki nods, dripping tears in front of Izuku in such shock. How Izuku would be able to take this.. to bear such a responsibility even at just this stage of their relationship is just.. its just.. overwhelming.
But in a good way. Todoroki never thought to be any happier with Izuku than he is right now.
All he could do was show those tears and a slight jaw drop himself. He just wraps his arms around his boyfriend now.]
Of course, Izuku. If you are, then I am.
[He lets go now, but clutches to him a little embarassed. To be full of emotion.. about this is just.. it's conflicting but he's happy. Happy that it was with Izuku.]
Thank you so much. I couldn't be any more grateful.
[Todoroki blushes when Izuku kisses him on the forehead, but then looks straight at Izuku to kiss him back but on the lips. The half and half tightens the grip as he kisses the curly green haired male, placing his other hand on his lover's freckled cheek. When he was done, he sits back smiling calmly.]
You're too much for me. No words can describes my feelings for you, Izuku.
[Izuku looks shocked for a moment, but kisses Todoroki back, smiling into the kiss. He puts one hand on Todoroki's cheek, as well. When they were done, he leans back, too, lacing his fingers with Todoroki's own. He grins and blushes slightly.]
And none can describe mine for you. I love you, Shouto.
[Watching Todoroki, he can't help but think that everything will turn out alright.]
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Date: 2017-07-09 08:57 am (UTC)It.. It's okay, Izuku. I'm fine. [He tries to suppress that pain he is in but his voice cracks and he tries to cover his mouth. Not now, Todoroki.]
You should go eat some breakfast or something. I'll be there in a bit. [He wants to throw up so badly right now but if he does, he knows Izuku's gonna hear it.]
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Date: 2017-07-09 08:29 pm (UTC)Are you sure...? [A pause.] Just... let me know if you need anything, Shouto.
[He moves away from the door, but stares at it for a moment before heading towards the kitchen to start making breakfast. He gets out some eggs to scramble them, and gets out the bread and jam for toast. He busies himself with making the scrambled eggs, trying not to dwell on the state that Todoroki is in. However, that's hard for someone like Deku, so he starts to mumble about what could have happened. He begins to worry more now.
When he finishes cooking the eggs, he glances towards the bathroom door.]
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Date: 2017-07-09 09:02 pm (UTC)Todoroki pinches his nose afterwards, thinking hard on what to do next. Well Izuku's always been a worrier but it's nothing new but he does his best to minimize that.]
It's fine, Izuku. Just had a momentary spell that's all. [He's hoping he doesn't ask any more questions. He counts his fingers... has it been two weeks since that time he eloped with Izuku? Maybe? He shakes his head, while still holding the door closed.]
Ah.. what's for breakfast? [He says it casually.. not like he can already smell it from here.] Must be good.
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Date: 2017-07-10 03:47 am (UTC)Eggs and toast! Should I wait to put your toast in the toaster until you're ready...?
[He tried to keep his voice cheerful, but there's still a hint of worry in it. He's staring at the door, now, waiting for it to open...
He just wants to make sure Todoroki is okay.]
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Date: 2017-07-10 04:11 am (UTC)He closes his eyes and nods his head as if he is okay.. or well tries to. He then takes another moment to turn away and at the toilet, holding onto the carpet near the bathroom floor before he continues back to Izuku.]
It's fine. I might have ate something bad. [If that's even considered a lie, because he's still uncertain himself.]
Ah.. school's tomorrow.. [He places a hand under his chin, closing his eyes once more, but in a calming manner.] I really don't wanna miss it...
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Date: 2017-07-10 06:24 am (UTC)[He still looks worried, though, he doesn't like seeing people like this.]
Oh, but, Shouto... If you're sick...
[But he trails off. He knows he'd feel the same way as Shouto, about school, so he can't really tell him to stay home.]
... Okay. I'll be there with you, anyway, so it should be fine.
[He smiles softly, taking Todoroki's hand in his own, then standing on his tiptoes to kiss the other boy on the cheek. When he pulls away, he laces his fingers with Todoroki's.]
If you aren't hungry, you don't have to eat. I'll make you something later.
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Date: 2017-07-10 06:46 am (UTC)I'm uh.. thank you. [He grips his boyfriend's hand while keeping his mouth covered, he's so affectionate... he can't help but swell up at the thought.]
What about you, Izuku? Are you feeling fine? [He mutters, but then as he does so he almost can feel something hurling up again from inside him.
He knocks a hand to the wall, and places it there, straining himself again. Now is not the time though, Todoroki.]
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Date: 2017-07-10 07:59 am (UTC)You're welcome, Shouto.
[He blinks at him for a moment, but then nods once more.]
I'm fine!
[But when his boyfriend puts his hand on the wall to steady himself, Izuku panics a bit.]
Sh-Shouto?! Are you okay? Do you need anything, can I help in any way?
[He goes to face Todoroki again, putting his hands on the other boy's arms to help steady him as he watches him closely with wide eyes.]
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Date: 2017-07-10 08:22 am (UTC)Fuck.
Fuck..
Fuck.
He's not in any condition to lie or to pretend. But he's winced if he finds out he is bearing.. well a child. Not because of his reputation with the school.. to anyone. But rather.. he didn't want his family to find out.
He knew his father knew about it, but to tell him is just.. its just not possible. It's a shame to him.
Todoroki sighs... but not before he closes his eyes again, getting tensions of needing to rest.. still conscious but able to fall at any moment.
He holds his fist to himself, his ice crowds around his fist, almost out of nowhere. His emotions are not of the most calm at this time.]
I need.. I need.. a doctor, Izuku. [Those words, blunt but it's not like he doesn't want to find out. He has this need to. His head looks down, panting.]
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Date: 2017-07-10 11:07 pm (UTC)So when Shouto tells him that he needs a doctor, he tenses up and starts flailing a bit, shaking Shouto as he does so. Which is probably a bad idea, but he's not in his right mind right now.]
Y-you really need a doctor, Shouto!? O-okay, we should get you to one. But, ah, how will we get there... I can call my mom to pick us up, I suppose... Shouto, will you be okay in a car?
[He stops shaking the other after that, but continues to mumble about how to get there.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 05:45 am (UTC)[He immediately crotches down, panting as if he's in a desperate cry for help. He holds his other hand up and clutches onto his boyfriend as a signal that they should go immediately.]
I'm sorry, Izuku...[He collapses at that moment, laying on the ground. Curled up a bit, he bears the pain while still half conscious.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 06:51 am (UTC)So he does the first thing he can think of: he scoops Todoroki up and carries him out of the bathroom, into the living room. He panics a bit, wondering what the right thing to do would be... But when he looks at Todoroki again, he makes up his mind. He calls for an ambulance, hurriedly telling them that his roommate was in pain and needed to go to a hospital. They could tell he was panicking a bit, so they tried to calm him down while on the phone. Once he says he's fine and hangs up, he rushes outside still carrying the half-conscious Todoroki. He whispers all kinds of comforting things to him, mostly how everything will be alright soon.
A few minutes later, the ambulance pulls up close to them and Izuku helps the medics get Todoroki inside. They offer him a spot on one side of Todoroki and Izuku holds his hand and watches him as they ride to the hospital.
Soon after they got there, the medics wheel Todoroki into a room. When Izuku tells one of the medics he wants to stay with Shouto, he stares at him for a moment before agreeing, saying that he will let the doctor know.
Now he's sitting in a chair next to Todoroki's hospital bed, holding his hand again, and waiting for the doctor to come...]
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Date: 2017-07-11 07:55 am (UTC)When the ambulance took him to a room in the bed, he wakes up a bit dreary of what had just happened.]
Ah...a hospital. I remember being here before.
[What a time it was to be in it too, even. He remembers visiting his mother quite often after he confronted her again in years.
He covers his mouth again. Almost a gag, but he's holding it. One hand on his mouth and the other now clutching to the sheets he's covered in. Is a doctor in yet? Would Izuku need to be here at this moment? He's swirling around thinking of these things on top of his condition, he's not sure what he'd do.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 06:09 pm (UTC)[He breathes a small sigh of relief when Todoroki speaks, watching him a bit.]
I-I didn't know what else to do, so...
[He trails off, watching his boyfriend closely. Worry crosses his face when Todoroki covers his mouth again.]
Ah, do you need anything--?
[But just as he was about to say something, the doctor walked in, introducing herself to the two of them. Izuku nodded to her and introduced himself, then looked towards Todoroki.]
Should I s-stay, Shouto? Or do you want me to wait in the waiting room?
[He gives the other a weak smile, but tries to assure him that either way would be alright.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 07:46 pm (UTC)Don't worry about it, Izuku. [He says in a gentle manner. Again, whether or not his guessing of what his condition could be it's best that Izuku know sooner rather than later. He looks at the doctor and asks her the procedures for something in whisper, making sure Izuku doesn't hear out loud. He then nods, and has the doctor take a needle for a blood test.
Thankfully he's very calm when it comes to these shots so it's nothing new.. he allows the opening of his elbow, allowing the nurse to pad the elbow with some kind of liquid. The doctor then injects the shot for a few seconds just for his blood.
As soon as that was done, he rests his head back and the doctor walks out of the room momentarily.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 08:38 pm (UTC)Are you okay, Shouto...?
[He's still a bit worried, so he watches his boyfriend carefully, but he doesn't want to pry too much. He just hopes they'll be able to help Todoroki with his pain.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 09:07 pm (UTC)I'm..I'm fine, Izuku. [Saying as if in distress.] Doctor, please show Izuku the results..
[The doctor then the paper to Izuku.. and leaves the room. Todoroki turns away in a slight flush then.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 09:20 pm (UTC)The results say that Todoroki is pregnant.
Izuku just stares at the word for a moment before giving the paper to Todoroki and hiding his face in his hands. When he speaks, it's muffled.]
You-- You're... We... I--
[Is about all he can say before he takes his hands away from his face and moves to throw his arms around Todoroki, both of them sitting there in an awkward hug. He's crying silently, but also smiling a bit. He buries his face in Todoroki's shoulder.]
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Date: 2017-07-11 09:39 pm (UTC)[Todoroki was quite surprised at Izuku's reaction.. he'd expect more a worry but having him being hugged and crying on his shoulder kind of cheered him up himself. He has no idea why. He was still afraid of the possibilities and complications of bringing another life into this world but.. for the moment he couldn't help but tear a bit himself now.]
Having a child. I just didn't think about it, or was but dismissed it until we could get to an infrimary. I didn't want to shock you either.
[The half tone haired man places his hand on Izuku's head, petting it down as he cries.]
Will you be okay with that?
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Date: 2017-07-11 10:28 pm (UTC)Yes... I'm okay with it. I've always wanted a family... And to have one with you, I'd be so happy, Shouto.
[Tears well up in his eyes again, and he allows himself to cry... but they're tears of joy, as his grin widens even more. After a moment, he wipes away his tears and studies Todoroki, placing both hands on his.]
What about you...? Are you okay with this?
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Date: 2017-07-11 11:01 pm (UTC)But in a good way. Todoroki never thought to be any happier with Izuku than he is right now.
All he could do was show those tears and a slight jaw drop himself. He just wraps his arms around his boyfriend now.]
Of course, Izuku. If you are, then I am.
[He lets go now, but clutches to him a little embarassed. To be full of emotion.. about this is just.. it's conflicting but he's happy. Happy that it was with Izuku.]
Thank you so much. I couldn't be any more grateful.
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Date: 2017-07-11 11:33 pm (UTC)Izuku has been the happiest he's ever been with Todoroki, and it was only getting better.]
I'm glad.
[There's a small break in his voice as he sniffs a little. He just watches Todoroki with teary eyes again, gripping onto his hand.]
N-no, thank you, Shouto! I'm so grateful to you, too...
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Date: 2017-07-11 11:53 pm (UTC)You're too much for me. No words can describes my feelings for you, Izuku.
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Date: 2017-07-12 01:08 am (UTC)And none can describe mine for you. I love you, Shouto.
[Watching Todoroki, he can't help but think that everything will turn out alright.]